A Random Thought

  Hey, This is me, who often avoid to talk with myself. Here, I want to promise myself to live life on what my inner guts says. Hithertoo, most of the time I used to think a lots on lots of things that always prevented too feel myself. This feel burden to me to act always or do things what outer constrainment compelled to do so. I know, i broke promises even made to myself. But ultimately it prevent me only to know what it feels to live real life happening and breaking all the boundaries that outer worlds shapes you. I'm going to get one year more year older. When I retrospect my spend lives, it seems that my whole reflexivity was in accordance to the forces which shaped my subjectivity and the realised response or act to these forces. All want to see me with their eyes, and I responded accordingly. Over the time it hollowed me from inside. But this is really frustrating and painstaking to live like this. I'm introvert but want to break all barriers. I know my communication ski...